And so, because I did not fail any of my classes I actually got a ninety-six on my Math B Regents, I don't even know how I did that I'm leaving for Ireland today! All I want to do is scream, dear God.

I promise to take a ton of pictures and let you all see them as soon as I get back, and have a lot of fun and ramble about it so much that you'll all be sick of it. Oh my God, I'm going to be plowed down by a bus as soon as get there, I know it. I'm so nervous and excited and fffff.

SEE YOU ALL IN A MONTH, MY LOVELY PEOPLE. \o

&hearts~

I finally finished all of my finals yesterday. Oh thank the dearest lord above. I don't care if I failed them all, I'm just so happy to be finished. [collapses in a heap somewhere]

Of course, this means that there's nothing left to focus on except the fact that I'M GOING TO IRELAND ON SUNDAY AND I DON'T EVEN OWN THE THINGS I WANT TO PACK, LET ALONE HAVE THEM PACKED AAAAAH. I-I'm going to the mall today to buy the stuff I'm missing, but. Somehow I know that I'm going to end up forgetting something as per my normal self.

I'm so nervous about this whole trip. I've never been off the East Coast, let alone out of the country, and now I'm leaving it with all these people I don't know. I got the student list on Monday and took a look at where everyone else is from? Aaaand I'm the only kid from NYC. The closest I get is someone from Long Island. /DIES A THOUSAND TIMES OVER

And I just know that I'm going to do something stupid when I'm over there and offend someone with my stupid American ways or get run over by a bus or something and and-

Yeah. I'll take pictures. :D

I really do think that this finals week is going to kill me. My school was still giving my homework right up until the last day (today), and I still have a final project due, even though my classes are over. What is up with that?

I've already had a mental breakdown and had to cancel a chemistry tutoring session to just. Nap the entire day and feel better. Aaaaagh there is so much learning to do I hope I can pass my Chem and Math Regents. I really want to get, like, in the 90s. But sometimes I don't even feel like I can pass the silly things. :T

But I really do have to pass them, otherwise I won't be able to go to Ireland in July. And GODDAMMIT I'M GOING IF I HAVE TO USE THE STUPID CANOE IN MY BACKYARD MYSELF. >/

Today in English we watched this Macbeth movie that was extremely bad. The final fight scene was so hilarious awful. They were rolling around on the ground and missing each other and pausing for breath and to put Macbeth's crown back on. But what it did spawn in class was the idea of Macbeth II: Donalbain's Revenge. When they finally clone Shakespeare or he rises from the dead or whatever, THIS IS THE FIRST THING HE IS WRITING, ALL RIGHT. I need this like burning. D:

Oh! And yes, I did get my driver's permit. It came in the mail today, the picture's not half-bad for a license photo.

Eheh. Would it be very bad to say that I really didn't think that anything interesting enough happened to warrant an update? I'll be good from now on, I swear. If anybody actually remembers me anymore. 8D;;

My finals are starting next week, oh dear God. And of course the first one would be Spanish. I'm just. Going to fail that or something, I don't even know anymore. I don't think I can be any more doomed in that class than I already am. I DON'T SPEAK SPANISH, I'M SORRY. ;A;

Tomorrow I have a day off, so I'm going down to the DMV to take my learner's permit test! I, uh, kind of want to fail. :/ I don't trust myself behind the wheel of a car. I'm going to run someone down, and at least half of the time it wouldn't be on purpose. Sob.

...ok, so I'm not feeling well at all and shouldn't be on the computer to begin with. But I just have to ask.

What up with the way comments are spaced? Did I miss some LJ drama?

I was trying so hard to not do this one. Boohiss, I have no spine.

Choose any of my past/present/potential muses from anywhere, and they'll answer these questions.

01.) Full name?
02.) Best friend?
03.) Sexuality?
04.) Favourite color?
05.) Relationship status?
06.) Ideal mate?
07.) Turn-ons?
08.) Last sexual experience?
09.) Favourite food?
10.) Crushes?
11.) Favourite music?
12.) Biggest fear?
13.) Biggest fantasy?
14.) Quirks in bed?
15.) Bad habits?
16.) Biggest regret?
17.) Best kept secrets?
18.) Last thought?
19.) Worst sexual experience?
20.) Biggest insecurity?

LSG
Tenten (senbuns)
Death (discdeath)
Demyx (aqueousnocturne)
Darth Vader (forcechoker)

Entranceway
Anastasia (fleeingcurses)

Hobos
Lulu (beltsnfur)
Sanji (kickinchef)

My sugar is solidifying. Every time I go to make another cup of tea I have to shake the stupid jar up and down five million times to break apart the giant clump it's become. And even then it's all sticky-togethery.

What. The. Hell. I thought only brown sugar was supposed to do that. >/

I'm baaaaaack~ You can all stop missing me now. B3

Florida was AWESOME. Even though when we got there they were having some kind of record cold snap, it was still a lot warmer than at home.

NASA was amazing, especially because I got to drag my sister around while seeing all the seriously sweet stuff there. She nearly cried, it was a beautiful thing.

At the college I got to ride in one of their airplanes because I went on the tour. That was a lot of fun, although I got a little airsick towards the end.

Universal was EXCELLENT. The Spider-Man ride totally lived up to its hype; actually the entire Marvel section in the park made me a happy little dork. The Mummy and Men in Black were lots of fun, too. But uh. Never ask me to save the universe, I couldn't get higher than Average on that thing. ^^;

I'll have a picture post up tonight or tomorrow. I actually took some, even though the camera conked out during the entire time we were in the park.

BYE GUYS. I'M OFF TO RIDE ROLLER COASTERS AND LOOK AT COLLEGES IN FLORIDA.

See you all in a week, hopefully with pictures~! ♥

Today, very early in the morning, I turned sixteen. How sweet it is. :3

I guess I'm not young enough to freak people out now, huh. xD

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE! ♥

I hope you get flooded with chocolate~!

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU....

Because I don't spam you folks enough, and I need to do so lest you not get annoyed and fed up with me. :3

And I'm hiding from the looming final.

Further proof in my growing theory that no one will ever make a biopic on because the events are just too ridiculous.

Last night I was hit on the head quite hard by a falling tuba. I spent about six hours in the emergency room.

Today's my math final, too. Greeeat. B/

I knew it. My sister or someone in my school got me sick, and now I've got this wonderful headache that seems to laugh at pills and a sore throat. And I was so tired this morning that I fell asleep for real on the boat ride to school, and some Russian lady had to wake me up and tell me everyone had all ready left. I'm lucky I made it to school on time. >.<

...and, obviously, the best thing to do during finals week and while one is sick is to pick up another roleplay. With a character that requires lots of plotting and mun collaboration to do her thing. Self, you amaze me with your genius sometimes. *goes back to bullying YouTube into showing more Carmen Sandiego episodes*

Head hurts. Left my Comp Sci project until waaaay late. Really regretting that. Want to go sledding, can't go until project is finished.

I hate myself right now. If/when I finish this thing someone remind me to stick my head in an oven. ==;

My sister is having a sleepover today with two of her friends. Them being here is making me anxious, grumpy, and incredibly tired all at once, and they're not even paying attention to me.

...I think I really need to get some more social interaction into my life. orz

I spent most of last night frolicking in the snow with my sister. After 11 years she finally stopped crying and running inside when I hit her with a snowball. 'Twas all kinds of fun, especially because after that we went sledding on the golf course. We got there just before everyone else and had the hill to ourselves. B3

And the girl from my school did die from meningitis. I think I've got that vaccine, but I can't remember. Bah, I don't want to catch that.

The How's My Driving? Meme

I WANT IT, GIVE IT TO ME.

Also, the bandwagon is a fun place to be. Rawr. :U

A senior in my school died yesterday. Not from a crash or anything; she was sick and her mother went out to run some errands and when she came back the girl was dead. Nobody knows why yet.

I didn't know her, but I'm really depressed about this. She was, what, a year or two older than me and now she's gone? That's pretty scary.

On a slightly more morbidly humorous note, my English teacher was explaining that there's a rumor going around that she died of menengitis. And she talked about the symptoms, which included fatigue and a headache. Guess what I had that entire day? Thank you for letting me indulge my inner hypochondriac, teacher. :|

OH GOD WHY. I WILL NEVER LEAVE SUCH A MONUMENTAL PROJECT LIKE THIS UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE EVER AGAIN starting after the Comp Sci project, shh, EVEN IF I STILL HAVE A FEW DAYS.

I HATE YOU, GLOBAL TEACHER? YOU HEAR ME? HAAAAAAAAATE. And my father a little bit too, for forcing me to use Firefox. I dun like it. >/

*goes back to grumpily researching France in WWI and figuring out how the hell you make a newspaper out of printer paper and Microsoft Word*

Oh internet, how I love thee. I introduced my mother to LJ today to show her some more recipes that I found. So now I've gone from a cake and some cookies to three cakes, oodles of cookies, truffles, and some diabetic thing involving pudding. :D I'm going to be up to my arms in flour for the rest of the week, and am totally looking forward to it.

My presents on the other hand kind of blew up. If I can't figure out a backup plan today or tomorrow my gift may be the glory of my presence. <<;

It snowed on Friday, and again on Saturday. If the rain doesn't melt it all away I'm going to go frolic in it later. ♥

Two days until Winter Break! Eeeeee~